Tis the season

Well Thanksgiving has come and gone now Christmas will be here before we know it.

We are a little over 2 months into this deployment. I can say that the time has flown by for the most part.  The holidays are always the hardest during deployment. 

I am getting excited and very stressed about starting our new life. It will be nice to have Max home more (hopefully) but so stressed not knowing what's next.

Pudding our elf has arrived and the girls are loving looking for him every morning!

I am all done our Christmas shopping. I hope the girls like what Santa got them! :) I tried to get some of the stuff that they really wanted without breaking the bank!

Nothing else has really been going on Thank God! Life is good!

Oh Anxiety can you please go away

Not much to post.
Nothing has really happened.

I have been an emotional mess and my anxiety has been thru the roof.

I have never felt so alone in my life and I'm not even alone.

I miss my hubby so much it hurts.

My weight has been fluctuating so much its crazy so first thing Monday will be diet day 1. I have been struggling with my weight for 4 years now its time I take a stand. I have about 40lbs to loose and want them gone in a year. Thats my goal. I think that its pretty reasonable.