Life is what you make of it and we chose to live for today because there may not be a tomorrow.
Friday, December 13, 2013
My Poor Mama's
Friday, November 29, 2013
Tis the season
Well Thanksgiving has come and gone now Christmas will be here before we know it.
We are a little over 2 months into this deployment. I can say that the time has flown by for the most part. The holidays are always the hardest during deployment.
I am getting excited and very stressed about starting our new life. It will be nice to have Max home more (hopefully) but so stressed not knowing what's next.
Pudding our elf has arrived and the girls are loving looking for him every morning!
I am all done our Christmas shopping. I hope the girls like what Santa got them! :) I tried to get some of the stuff that they really wanted without breaking the bank!
Nothing else has really been going on Thank God! Life is good!
Thursday, November 14, 2013
Oh Anxiety can you please go away
Not much to post.
Nothing has really happened.
I have been an emotional mess and my anxiety has been thru the roof.
I have never felt so alone in my life and I'm not even alone.
I miss my hubby so much it hurts.
My weight has been fluctuating so much its crazy so first thing Monday will be diet day 1. I have been struggling with my weight for 4 years now its time I take a stand. I have about 40lbs to loose and want them gone in a year. Thats my goal. I think that its pretty reasonable.
Monday, October 28, 2013
Life
Everyday is a new day. That's been my motto for the last week or 2.
If its not one thing its another.
Peyton had school today and when I went to drop her off I noticed her classmates were in their pajamas. I was unaware that today was pj day. No one told me anything. So I went to pick her up and she was upset so I asked why and she said everyone was mean to her because she wasn't wearing pjs. I went in to talk to the teachers and they of course were unaware of the kids being mean (nothing knew). I asked why I wasn't informed of pj day and they said they decided on friday and I had probably picked her up before they said it. I picked her up at 1130 the time it gets done so I call bullshit. I am honestly so fed up with it that I have been thinking about pulling her out.
Cassidy has a field trip tomorrow to the pumpkin patch. I hope that she has a good time. I wish that I could go with her.
My parents come back tomorrow so that should help out some.
Tomorrow is a new day!
Friday, October 25, 2013
All Clear... Nevermind
My friend has been going through a tough time lately and I wish i was there with her to help her through it. I talked to her most of the morning and reminded her that I am always here for her. I'm hoping that everything works out for the best for her.
I read Divergent and Insurgent 2 months ago and was super excited that Allegiant came out this week. I have not been able to put it down the last 2 days!
We have a Halloween party this weekend that the girls are super excited for. They can't wait to wear their costumes! I'm just happy they can wear them more than once!
Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Not Much Going On
My parents come back next week. The girls have been counting down the days.
We have 1 month down of this deployment! This first month has flew by I can only hope that the rest of the time flews by just as fast.
We had our 2nd Girl Scout meeting this past Saturday and the girls had a lot of fun! We made first aid kits and learned about safety!
Peyton has been doing good in preschool! We have had a few issues along the way but I think she is finally adjusted and starting to enjoy it more! Since halloween is coming she has been doing some halloween crafts
Since Cassidy has started her new school she has been excelling so much! After the year she had last year I thought for sure that she would be way behind everyone this year but she is more than caught up and just surprises me more every day! She is a math wiz (Just like me)!! Her reading has improved immensely which is so good! Her school has computer programs that i was able to find the apps for and put on her kindle which is also helping so much! We LOVE Vista Grande (her school)!!!
I have been catching up on my scrapbooking! I have finally been able to start on Peyton's! I know it has taken me 4 years but better late than never! I have been looking on Pinterest to get more inspiration and new ideas! I have been able to do about 25 pages in the last week in a half which is awesome!!
That is pretty much all that has been going on for the last week!!
Wednesday, October 16, 2013
Can I Ever Catch a Break
We had a good time at the Walk Through The Canyon event for Girl Scouts and at Omas Pumpkin Patch on Saturday.
But then we got home and I was getting out of my truck when someone comes over to tell me that they hit Max's truck. Sure enough the same side and spot that was wrecked last February now has to be repaired yet again. I know that I am lucky that she came forward and said she will pay for the damages but why does stuff like this always have to happen when Max is gone.
Sunday was a good day. We went to Balboa Park with Marilu and her kiddos and had a picnic. We walked around the park for a while and let the girls play on the playground!
Monday aww I did not want to wake up. You can just call me lazy! It was Columbus day but Cassidy still had school so it was just like any other day. Peyton didn't have preschool so we just hung out at home
And then there was Tuesday my OMG can I catch a break day. I got Cassidy to school came home to make an appointment to get an estimate done on the damage to Max's truck. I brought max's truck to the same place that fixed it last time to get the estimate. And holy crap more damage than we thought about $1800 worth. Then Peyton and I went to the post office to mail Max a package and send some stuff to Taylor, my cousin. We came home and just hung out until it was time to get Cassidy. After we got home and Cassidy did her homework we went to Target to get Birthday presents for the parties the girls have coming up and on the way home we stopped to get gas. Well while I was pumping gas at the Navy Exchange Auto Center I noticed smoke coming from under the hood of my truck. I immediately got the girls out of the truck and stopped pumping gas. While I was doing that the gas attendant came and started yelling to stop pumping gas and the get the girls out which had already been done then she told me to open the hood to see what was wrong. She said to call my husband and when I said he was deployed she started yelling again saying it needed to be moved. Once I seen the problem she yelled at me to push my truck forward so that the other people could get out. Are you serious you want me to push my truck out of the way. She just kept yelling finally I got 2 nice guys to help me move it out of the way. Then the same attendant came and yelled at me again saying we should have pushed it to a different place and that I needed to get it out of there. I called a tow truck and they said it would be 45-60 minutes until it would come. I brought the girls in the store to wait and was told that we couldn't wait there. So we went outside and stood on the side walk until the tow truck came. The driver was the nicest man ever. He put my truck on the flatbed and gave us a ride home where I had him drop my truck off in the driveway. He didn't charge me for anything which was awesome. He asked me about what happened and when I told him he couldn't believe how I was treated and kind of made me feel better.
Saturday, October 12, 2013
Wow just call me Slacker
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
Tuesday again
Tuesdays as always is a busy day for us. Today luckily not too bad though.
Peyton wasn't feeling well so she didn't go to dance class. When she says she wants to stay home and not see Ms. Robin you know that she is not feeling well.
When I went to get Cassidy at school there was a fire truck, ambulance, and police 4 houses down from ours. Then when I gor back from getting her there was about 5 cop cars and 4 housing security cars. Well I started getting worried and thinking about the family that lives there. Well tonight I found out that the family is out of town and the person watching their house committed suicide last night and was found this morning. It breaks my heart that this happened.
On a brighter note I got to have a video chat with my hubby for over an hour! I miss him like crazy but knowing that this is our last military deployment helps.
Tomorrow is school picture day for Cassidy! I bought her a new outfit and can't wait to see it on her! And yes I even got her a new pair of boots!!
I was able to finish my book for my book club meeting on Thursday! I love reading so much! This time was "The Choice" by Nicholas Sparks. I have read it before but do not mind reading a book twice!
Tomorrow I'm going to focus on cleaning the house from top to bottom! Its been a couple weeks since I've did a real deep clean and since both girls will be in school I will have the time.
Monday, October 7, 2013
Just Another Manic Monday!
Today was a pretty great day.
The girls got up and ready for school really good which is shocking for a Monday. Peyton had a good day in school which was a relief compared to Friday.
Nikko had another vet appointment. I swear we live at Banfield. We have been there every week for the last month and a half fighting an awful ear infection. 2 rounds of steroids, an ear flush and 2 ointments later we have defeated the infection! Today he got a clean bill of health and doesn't need to go back until December!!
Cassidy did her reading with no issues tonight and then we did science experiments which they always love.
when the sun started to go down we went on a walk around housing to look at Halloween decorations. The girls were hoping for more decorations but were happy with what they seen.
Saturday, October 5, 2013
Girl Scout Day
We had another moving sale and sold more stuff (thank God). Not much more to go until we will be ready to move.
I also had our first Girl Scout meeting. I am doing the Brownies portion while my friend Marilu does the Daisy portion and my friend Stephanie does everything else! I was a great first meeting. I have a great group of Brownies. This is our 3rd year doing this so the girls enjoy seeing each other after our summer breaks. My girls completed their Bugs badge today and had a fun time doing it. THey painted egg carton caterpillars, colored bug fun fact sheets and even drew their favorite bugs.
Friday, October 4, 2013
Friday I am happy to see you!
I got to have a morning text session with my hubby then later on I got a phone call from him! I am one lucky lady today!!
When I went to pick Peyton up from preschool she wasn't her usual self. She usually hates to leave school but today she couldn't wait to get out of there. I asked her what had her upset she said that she got in trouble for talking (this has been an on going issue) and she said all her friends called her a jerk and that they didn't like her. She said that they wouldn't call her Peyton they just called her jerk. I asked her teachers about it and surprise surprise they had no idea about it. I am so frustrated with the bullying going on in the school here and I'm sure everywhere else too. I don't understand how a teacher cannot notice or hear stuff like this. I told her that next time they call her a jerk to say that its not nice and to tell the teacher. I mean what else can i do?
I spent part of my morning getting everything together for Girl Scouts tomorrow! Is it bad that I am already over GS and it hasn't even started yet. I have so much going on in my life right now that I feel I could careless about it. But i will get through it for my Brownies and we will have lots of fun!
I have pretty much completed my first round of purging! I just gotta drop some stuff at the Salvation Army and I will be set until it gets closer to moving! I wish that we knew more about when we will be moving but its the Marine Corps and nothing happens easy. We have to hurry up and wait and then hurry up and wait again. Its very frustrating but we will be ready to move in a moments notice! (Can you tell I can't wait to get out of here)
Cassidy has her first oral report and presentation due in 2 weeks! We are going to start working on it this weekend. Her report has to be All about her. That should be easy! I just hope she likes the supplies I got for her presentation.
School pictures are coming up already. I got Cassidy her outfit but of course she wants a new pair of boots to wear with it since her brown ones aren't tall enough (according to her) even though she will be wearing jeans. Gotta love having a fashionista!!
Not much has been going on. We have been laying back a lot to getting things prepared for our move and transition and focusing on keeping Cassidy and Peyton busy while Max is deployed.
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
Just another day
Then I got the girls to school and ran some errands.
I was able to go in Hallmark and pick up some more cards to send to my hubby to make his days a little brighter! FYI: Hallmark by Albertsons offers a 10% military discount!!
I was able to talk to my BFF and hear about the trip to their new home! I can't wait to visit Kerry!
We watched The Croods when Cassidy got home from school! We have been waiting for it to come out on DVD since we seen it in theaters!
That pretty much sums up my day minus the usual stuff cleaning and cooking!!
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
Tuesday, Tuesday, Tuesday!!!
Cassidy had major attitude today which is nothing new after she throws her fits. So she was in a bad mood. She didn't want to go to school and then didn't talk to me on the way to school or at school Its going to be a fun night. She lost her tv and kindle last night after her fit so we'll see how tonight goes and what else I might have to take away.
Peyton was in a pretty good mood all day. She watched her morning shows and played upstairs for a while before she had to go to dance! She loves dance so much It always puts a smile on my face to see how happy she is when she is dancing!
Nikko went to the vet today! He is still having ear problems that we have been fighting for about a month now. He gained 2 1/2 lbs since our last appointment no big surprise after yesterday. Other than that he is doing well for a change. He has had so many issues this year that I can't even begin to list them all.
Today was the first day well morning that I haven't heard from my hubby since he deployed. I know I'm spoiled! But we have so much going on in our life that we need the constant contact to keep making plans and getting things taken care of so we can get out of here when he gets back.
I was able to get more cleaning done! I made a bunch of donations to some military families and the Salvation Army. Our house is beginning to look like we are leaving now (if only)! Right now our future is so uncertain that its scary and I am trying to do all I can to help us transition into civilian life.
Big news today is the Government Shutdown and if I hear another person talk about the commissary or WIC I'm going to scream. Seriously people there are a ton more places to shop rather than the commissary. I go to the commissary once every 3 months maybe and we are fine. And if you are concerned about your WIC call them to talk to them or better yet have a back up plan instead of relying on it. I feel bad for all the government employees that are furloughed and I hope that the shutdown ends soon so that people can get back to work and that everyone can get their paychecks but honestly stop complaining and take a stand. Write you Senators, Governors, Mayors anyone who will listen..
I guess I can stop rambling now!
Monday, September 30, 2013
Oh Monday Why Must You Hate Me
After dealing with him I got the girls up and to school. I went and finished groceries and came home to work on Girl Scout stuff before having to pick Peyton up.
I got to Peyton's school and her teacher pulled me aside to tell me that Peyton couldn't participate in show and tell today because she was talking when she wasn't supposed to and that she couldn't get her to focus during the large group activity. So when we got home I had a little talk with her which I'm sure has accomplished nothing.
Time to pick up Cassidy. That actually went well until we got home and it was homework time. Why do kids hate homework?? Her math seriously only takes like 5 minutes and then she has to read which we do after dinner. She didn't want to do her math so I fought with her until she did it.
The rest of the day we stayed in watched Hocus Pocus and had dinner.
Day 8 decorations are up
I know I'm early but we put up our halloween decorations today! I couldn't wait any longer! The girls love decorating so it was something exciting for them to do since we had only did groceries the rest of the day.
Saturday, September 28, 2013
1 week down!
Today marks the end of our first week. We have many more to go but it gets easier as each week passes. I had our first yard/moving sale today and sold about 95% of the stuff. The girls had their lemonade stand set up and actually made about $20 in the 3 hours they were out there! Then I took the girls to see Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs 2. It was a cute movie, the girls loved it!! The rest of the day we relaxed and played outside. My parents took us to Ihop for dinner then we came home and watched the Avengers and called it an early night.
Day 6 Yay no more cast!!
We went to McDonalds for dinner to support Cassidys school fundraiser. The rest of the day was getting our stuff together for our moving/yard sale in the morning.
Thursday, September 26, 2013
Day 5 accomplished
Wednesday, September 25, 2013
Deployment day 4
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
Day 3 this is why Tequila was made
Today started off good. I got started on the purging of our household goods. 2 rooms complete to be exact. Then had to stop to bring Peyton to dance and get Cassidy from school. Once were home everything started going down hill. The girls were getting irritated with each other so I seperated them. Then it was time for Cassidy to do her reading and that's when all hell broke loose. She always has a hard time when Max is gone and acts out but it gets old real quick. She through a tantrum like no other and let's just say she lost her tv for the rest of the week and will loose it longer if she acts like that again. I know they say that God would never give us what we can't handle but I think this is why they made tequila to help us through! (No I didn't have any tequila but it did cross my mind) the rest of the night went well and again no anxiety!!!
Deployment day 2
Today we went on with our regular schedule. Got up and brought the girls to school then came home and finished my smash book of our road trip this past April. The rest of the day was nothing special. Cassidy did her homework and reading and Peyton read her book to me. I did get to watch Hostages and the furst episode was good can't wait for next week!! And again no anxiety!! (This is a big deal to me!!!)
Deployment day 1
Well I dropped hubby off around 4 am and said our final military see ya laters. Max said his see ya laters to the girls before they went to bed. Thank God my parents were able to come stay the night so I didn't have to wake the girls up. The rest of the day we stayed busy. We went to tge furniture store and bought the girls a set of bunk beds and then came home ordered pizza and watched a movie. Pretty easy day. Oh and a good note no anxiety on the first night!
Monday, April 22, 2013
Day 24 Happy Birthday to Me!
I promise to post pics as soon as we get home!
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Day 23 Holy Snow Storm
Then after we left we started our crazy day of driving. We went through every extreme possible. We go caught up in a winter snow storm and bad roads. What should have taken us 9 hours took us 11 hours. Driving up to West Yellowstone Montana was horrible. At parts the roads were not plowed and no one was on the road with us. We had a herd of Elk try to cross the road in front of us (that was exciting)
The average temperature for today was about 29 degrees. We had to pull over at a rest area and deice my Yukon it was crazy. When we arrived at our hotel, The Stage Coach Inn, as soon as I opened my door a sheet of ice fell off the car.
Our hotel is really nice I will post pics as soon as I get a new card reader!!
Now I am going to try to get some sleep for the night and tomorrow we are going to visit Old Faithful in Yellowstone National Park!
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Day 22 Driving along
Friday, April 19, 2013
Day 21 Another Day of Driving
Day 20 Clear for Take Off
Day 19 Still in NY
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
Day 18 My Poor Babies ::::::: WARNING TMI:::::::::
Day 17 My Poor Baby
Day 16 A Day at Grandma Cody's
After a while it was time to leave because we had dinner plans with Max's parents at Texas Roadhouse. And to my surprise before I go there they told our waitress that it was my bday so after our dinner the waitress brings this saddle to the table for me to sit on and everyone yelled happy birthday!! This was my first time at Texas Roadhouse and I must say it was really good!
After dinner we headed to Aunt Julies for the night! This was the first night that we stayed somewhere else besides at the farm! The girls were excited to see Aunt Julie as was I!! We stayed up and talked until the girls fell asleep. We made plans to have lunch with Aunt Julie the next day since we was going to be gone to work when we got up.
BTW I won't be able to post any pics because my card reader broke so I will update with pics when we get back to San Diego.
Day 15 Girls Day/Birthday Celebrations!
Saturday, April 13, 2013
Day 14 Waking Up To Snow
Friday, April 12, 2013
Day 13 Its Freezing!!
once we were done doing what we had to in Plattsburgh we went to Beekmantown school for a playdate with my cousin Sara who I haven't seen in over 5 years and her kids! Lets just say it was freezing like 34 degrees freezing! The playdate lasted about 40 minutes on the playground and then we all left because we were FROZE!!!!
This crazy cold front has been following us and doesn't want go! I think the warmest weather we have been in is in the 50s & 60's! When we drove through Delaware it was in the 80's which was nice. When we got back to farm Angie came over with the kids. We left the kids run around and go out to the barn while we stayed in the house and made pizza and breadsticks! Then once the kids came back from the barn Peyton was crying she had fell in the cow poop and was covered from head to toe. She went straight in the tub to get cleaned up!
Day 12 Visiting Family
The girls tormented my grandparents cat! My grandparents said they never seen it play like that before! After they were done Cassidy had a scratch on her hand and Peyton had one on her face!! All in all a good time!!
After we were done visiting we came back to the farm for the girls to play and relax for the evening! We ended the night with a movie Hotel Transylvania!
The weather has been getting colder and it is supposed to snow by the end of the week!
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Day 11 A Day on the Farm
Once we got the kids in the house for the night we had dinner and sat and watch the Rise of the Guardians!!
Day 10 Long Day of Driving!
We got to Donna and Billy's house a little after 1am. The girls did good the whole way we made a few stops so that they could get out and stretch and walk for a little bit. New York marks the half way point for the mileage of our trip! We are here for a week then back on the road!
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Day 9 Ripley's Aquarium
Once we were done with the aquarium we headed to have lunch at P.F. Changs!
Day 8 A Day of Relaxation!!
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Day 7... What a long day
About an hour into it Cassidy said she had a tummy ache. She did fine and fell asleep. First delay in the day was we hit some traffic in Atlanta GA then we hit what seemed to be hundreds of miles of construction. We pulled off for gas and lunch and switched drivers. I began to drive but before we took off we gave the girls Dramamine before they got carsick. About a half hour after getting back on the road Cassidy's got carsick :( and the bag she was vomiting in had a hole in it so we had to pull over again and clean her up, change her and clean the car. After all that we get back on the road and make it to Jville about 2 hours after we had planned to. As soon as we got in the house Cassidy got sick and was up most of the night vomiting. :( Peyton scared us all to death and fell down the stairs and I'm not talking a regular fall I'm talking cart wheels down the stairs feet over head.. it was crazy.. she was a trooper though and only cried for a minute.
The rest of the night we hung out and talked with Kerry and Antonio and had the few drinks.
Day 6 Catfishing
It was cold around 40° and raining but we took the girls fishing anyways! They had been excited about it since we told them about it. At first we didn't catch anything so we went in the house and John had cooked some catfish that he had caught earlier so we ate and warmed up before going out fishing again.
When we went back out we went to another part of the pond and the fish started biting! Joe caught 1 then I caught one then Max caught one and so on. I think we caught like 7 or 8 and released them all back! The girls were super excites to hold the catfish and put them back in the water!
After visiting with John and Linda for a while we headed back to Joes to get ready for our journey to Jacksonville NC to visit Kerry and Antonio in the morning.













